So, I applied for a scholarship today, to get my two months on Mercy Ships this year...or next...as soon as I'd be allowed to go. 'All' I need is 5-6k..... but that is ALOT when you're studying, I cant even save 100.00 without a bill or car problems popping up, let alone 5-6k. :p
I so badly want to go....I want to see Africa, the ship is docked in Togo this year. I want to spend time with the children of Africa, the beautiful bubbaz, I want to comfort them while they are recovering from surgery...I want to run and play with the children off board the ship. I want to just...be there...help, support, laugh with, cry with...love them alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
I dont know when I hear back about the scholarship....but there were 113 pages of people who'd applied for scholarships too...each with about 20applicants per page....so...one in a kajillion chance....but could you cross your fingers....toes...legs...arms....for me anyway....DONT uncross them... ;) ;) Prayer is definitely good too! :D
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Thursday, June 3, 2010
Sunday, May 9, 2010
I did it....
Kareoke...me...last night...I did it...!Didn't need a few wines...didn't need to justify my inability to sing...I just did with awesome awesome people.
Steven.G and KevinNGdawg are my kareoke man heros!
I did kareoke.....and cant WAIT to do it again! So much fun!
I love how the songs soooooooooo to not match the random random asian video clips playing behind it....I think we had the song Sexy Back on...and behind it was people in the olympics....and another song, quite emotional, had gangster asian rappers being angry up in the screens face....so crack up.
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Steven.G and KevinNGdawg are my kareoke man heros!
I did kareoke.....and cant WAIT to do it again! So much fun!
I love how the songs soooooooooo to not match the random random asian video clips playing behind it....I think we had the song Sexy Back on...and behind it was people in the olympics....and another song, quite emotional, had gangster asian rappers being angry up in the screens face....so crack up.
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Thursday, May 6, 2010
Free as a Bird
So I might have a...NOT so secret fetish with kareoke...I've never done it...but it stems from my MASSIVE wish that I could sing...I really really cant...no modesty here, I'm as flat as...a flat thing...AND just really cant reach any notes..WHICH is why if you're ever in my car, the music is always SUPA loud...I LOVEEEE my car time, me, loud music, and me 'singing'...fa-reak-ing...LOVE it! I loveeee music, If i got to pick any talent..as a wish...it'd be to sing...I feel mad restrictd when i try sing a song...when I cant belt it out how the singers can...especially if it's a jesus one...and the ones where I wish I could be singing to a kajillion people on stage! :) Still...I do love to sing! Makes me so so happy. :) Not sure I would ever do the kareoke...sadly, I'd probably need a couple of wines and make it VERY clear to people that I KNOW i cant sing...BUT that i'm going to pretend that I can... :)
ANYWAYYY rambleeeee.......I remember this movie Duets that I saw a few months ago...it's pretty old..but it's all about these people entering this kareoke competition (got Gwyneth Paltrow, Huey Lewis) ....but this dude when he sings this song...heck he's awesome...love his voice. Turns out it's not really his voice, I googled the real guy. :) But this end song he sings....big fan aye, in the context of the situation its really quite beautiful...but luckily the clip doesn't give anything away, just incase you watch it someday...take a look anyway. :)
Black men can always sing aye, I was born in the wrong part of the world! :) (just joking jesus, nz kicks bootay).
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ANYWAYYY rambleeeee.......I remember this movie Duets that I saw a few months ago...it's pretty old..but it's all about these people entering this kareoke competition (got Gwyneth Paltrow, Huey Lewis) ....but this dude when he sings this song...heck he's awesome...love his voice. Turns out it's not really his voice, I googled the real guy. :) But this end song he sings....big fan aye, in the context of the situation its really quite beautiful...but luckily the clip doesn't give anything away, just incase you watch it someday...take a look anyway. :)
Black men can always sing aye, I was born in the wrong part of the world! :) (just joking jesus, nz kicks bootay).
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Monday, May 3, 2010
You Said
Okay So I cant find the awesome version that I like by Shane and Shane, but here is the closest thing to it, still by one of them....it might actually be the both of them...I dunno...but yep, flippen love it. One of my fave worship songs....I'm going to ask Joe.G if he can do it next time he leads, we havn't done it since the awesome Ryan Lang lead it years ago. Time for abit of 'you said' i think...close your eyes when you listen to it, the video is lame and distracting....I just love listening and closing my eyes....I hate that I cant go hard on a guitar strapped round my neck, this is one song that I so so wish I could strum on.....
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Happy Endings
We always go on about how all movies have Happy Endings and how life isn't like that all the time......BUT after watching a movie tonight (semi chick-flick) a romancy one with the UNhappiest ending ever.....I felt seriously ripped off, and wanting to scream 'WHYYYYYYYYYYYY' in amongst the tears I was crying as to WHYYYY it had to happen that wayyyy, whyyy couldn't he have just LIVEDDDDDD and then SHOWNNN her the letter and they WOULD have lived happily ever after. Freaking storms....freaking boats....freaking need to be a hero.... I think its cos I alwaysss imagine myself as the main actor lady when it's an emotional movie and beCAUSE of that I feel like it's so REAL....ha, quite pathetic really...but i've always done that...imagine myself as main actress....(I also do this with songs too, imagine myself as the person singing it in front of millions of people, i love the power of imagination and how that can be so so so different to reality...in my imagination i can sing/dance/act....i fight coming back to reality something chronic) ;) BUTTT yep, because i imagine myself as the main actress i bawl my freaking eyeballs out with emo movies...romance/drama-ree/chick flicky ones....or maybe i dont even imagine myself as the lead actress but maybe i just imagine what they're feeeeeeling....yep that might be it...imagine the deep freaking gut wrenching pain of having the sucky ass thing happen in these hollywood movies.... so for the next little while, i'm going to hate on boats and storms if that's ok......even if its not ok, i'm still gonna hate on them.. :)
I will never complain about happy endings again. Bring them ON!
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I will never complain about happy endings again. Bring them ON!
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Monday, April 19, 2010
25 yearssssss
I am 25 years old in....coincidentally (?) 25 days...
It ACTUALLY seems SO little time ago that I was sitting on the A courts at Kelston Girls contemplating with my friends whether we should go back to class or just wag and go to one of our houses, down to Lynmall or across to McD's. But that was nearly....TEN YEARS AGO? What the? Wohsiz....okay even before writing this I didn't think it was THAT long ago...dang.
Each birthday since I was 18 seems to just buzz me out that I'm another year older cos it just doesn't feel like I am.....like....I'm not what a 25year old looks like...! :) When you're a lil wee thing 25 is when you are all serious and have a serious job, you're married with a kid or two......but when you actually GET to 25....although alotttt are married with kids and a sweet job (eager beaver christians, ha) majority just arn't aye. I dunno....again, it seems like such a little time ago that I was sitting in hosptial the night before my first of tonnes of operations, the big back one.....I can still remember waking up real briefly in Intensive Care and the intenseeeeeee pain ?I was in, but how ammmmazing that crushed ice dad was feeding me with a spoon and how I had just enough energy to open and close my mouth to take it! Just....feels....like....yesturday...but that was...THIRTEEN years ago! Ab-so-lout-ely...crazy.
I still remember the fun times me and my brother would have in our backyard, we'd play hide and seek or go and look through the shed in the back....i SWEAR he made me shoot a bb gun one time when i was realllly little, mum came out on the deck and I swear he told me to try and get her, i missed, but i got close. He says i'm full of it....but it DEF doesn't feel like i dreamt it. :) One of his fave things was pretending to fart....until I knew what being a girl looked like, he got me to do it with him for years....ha! :)
I'm abit of a crazy cat with taking photos aye, I take my camera everywhere and get pretty snap happy when people are around. So dont wanna forget aye. I loveeeee memories. 25 years seems sooo crazy. I've been alive...I've LIVED for 25years....ca-razyyyy! I'll live this again (assuming) and I'll be FIFTY! wohhh sizzzzz. I DO hope ma Jesus comes before then, that'd be a sweet deal. :)
But yea, still feel way younger than 25 aye....like I cant even fathom turning 30....30 is THIRTY!!! That is thirttttttyyyyyy. Un-freaking-real. :) I met this amazinggggg woman about a month ago now, she was like 70 or something....but it was as if a 20year old was stuck in her body! :) She was just amazingggg, so youngggg, she had so much energy, she was FULL of life and was hillarious and seriously awesome! I wanna be like that, she is my ageing hero. :)
I'm 25 in a month, hard-outtttt. :)
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Sunday, April 11, 2010
Calvary
Lately, I've really been missing the good ol' hymns at church. And hymns how they used to be sung, not spruced up and made all 'up to date' to get hip with this generation...just the classic old school hymns. I used to go to a church called Calvary Bible Church when I was a piddler and all there was were hymns, so when I wasn't in sunday school singing songs like 'If i were a butterfly'...I was in the congregation singing the hymns and I just MISS them sometimes. Somehow, sometimes they just seem like they have so much more meaning and depth to the songs ya know?
I think music is my kinda....channel (?) to connecting best with God or when I feel closest or just....that's yea, when I connect and feel closest to God is through music and just singing (as terrible as I sound) but I love it! Tonight we sung Amazing Grace at church, but it had this random chorus bit in it that didn't exsist back in the day, and was to a total different tune.....I guess ya just go through stages of missing familiar things when you were growing up huh.....
The one verse which always blows me away out of Amazing Grace is the verse...
When we've been there, TEN THOUSAND YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,
Bright shining as the sun,
We've no less days, to sing God's praise,
Than when we first begunnnn.
TEN THOUSAND YEARSSSSSS? can you even imagine! That sometimes gives me the kick in the bootay that I need to what I spend my time thinking about. The pointless things on this Earth I worry and stress over that are SO temporary. Because this is simply a BLINK...literally, a measly lil BLINK of a time we are even here on Earth..then we go to heaven for ETERNITY? TEN THOUSAND YEARS will be a blink compared to eternity..FLIP! Can you even fathom that? I cant comprehend/fathom 'eternity' aye....as much as a baby human forms in a ladies stomach from a teeny lil peice of icky with a normally painful lil punk of a egg....and 9months later a FULLY FORMED HUMANNNNNNN makes it's way out of a area which is way harsh...BUT a HUMANNNN just CREATED itself from those two tiny things? I dont think I will ever lose the WOW-ness of that.....much like the TEN THOUSAND YEARS thing - wow wow wowww!!!
Another verse from a hymn i like is the
We have an anchor, that keeps the soul;
Steadfast and sure as the billows role...
Fastened to the Rock which cannot move,
Grounded firm and deep in the Saviours Love.
and all the lyrics in 'What a Friend we have in Jesus'...and 'Because he lives'...
Just good childhood memories singing these ones, even though at the time I thought they were so slow and boring, but now....I miss them every so often.
I still definitely love todays songs though. :) Music is just real important to me, because that just seems to be when I feel closest to God. As well as through prayer of course with my 4 lil Jesus images I have going on in my head when I pray.
Jesus is just the man huh. I dont pay him a fraction of the attention he deserves, if he was a friend down here that loved me as much as he loves me and I treated him how I do, he would have run a mile years ago by now. I just cannot wait for a Jesus hug! One hug from him will make up for all the crap experienced down here on Earth! :)
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I think music is my kinda....channel (?) to connecting best with God or when I feel closest or just....that's yea, when I connect and feel closest to God is through music and just singing (as terrible as I sound) but I love it! Tonight we sung Amazing Grace at church, but it had this random chorus bit in it that didn't exsist back in the day, and was to a total different tune.....I guess ya just go through stages of missing familiar things when you were growing up huh.....
The one verse which always blows me away out of Amazing Grace is the verse...
When we've been there, TEN THOUSAND YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,
Bright shining as the sun,
We've no less days, to sing God's praise,
Than when we first begunnnn.
TEN THOUSAND YEARSSSSSS? can you even imagine! That sometimes gives me the kick in the bootay that I need to what I spend my time thinking about. The pointless things on this Earth I worry and stress over that are SO temporary. Because this is simply a BLINK...literally, a measly lil BLINK of a time we are even here on Earth..then we go to heaven for ETERNITY? TEN THOUSAND YEARS will be a blink compared to eternity..FLIP! Can you even fathom that? I cant comprehend/fathom 'eternity' aye....as much as a baby human forms in a ladies stomach from a teeny lil peice of icky with a normally painful lil punk of a egg....and 9months later a FULLY FORMED HUMANNNNNNN makes it's way out of a area which is way harsh...BUT a HUMANNNN just CREATED itself from those two tiny things? I dont think I will ever lose the WOW-ness of that.....much like the TEN THOUSAND YEARS thing - wow wow wowww!!!
Another verse from a hymn i like is the
We have an anchor, that keeps the soul;
Steadfast and sure as the billows role...
Fastened to the Rock which cannot move,
Grounded firm and deep in the Saviours Love.
and all the lyrics in 'What a Friend we have in Jesus'...and 'Because he lives'...
Just good childhood memories singing these ones, even though at the time I thought they were so slow and boring, but now....I miss them every so often.
I still definitely love todays songs though. :) Music is just real important to me, because that just seems to be when I feel closest to God. As well as through prayer of course with my 4 lil Jesus images I have going on in my head when I pray.
Jesus is just the man huh. I dont pay him a fraction of the attention he deserves, if he was a friend down here that loved me as much as he loves me and I treated him how I do, he would have run a mile years ago by now. I just cannot wait for a Jesus hug! One hug from him will make up for all the crap experienced down here on Earth! :)
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
No better than...
Years ago I recognized my kinship with all living things, and I made up my mind that I was not one bit better than the meanest on the earth. I said then and I say now, that while there is a lower class, I am in it; while there is a criminal element, I am of it; while there is a soul in prison, I am not free. Eugene V. Debs
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
Agape
Agape is understanding, creative, redemptive goodwill toward all men. Agape is an overflowing love, which seeks nothing in return. Theologians would say that it is the love of God operating in the human heart. When you rise to love on this level, you love all men not because you like them, not because their ways appeal to you, but you love them because God loves them.
- Martin Luther King, Jr.
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Friday, December 18, 2009
I'm Yours (Ukulele) Too cute Not to post..
I've watched this video so many times and STILL can't get enough. He is just the cutest lil shnook face doing this song! Jason Mraz would be proud... :)
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Thursday, December 17, 2009
Maid of Honor...
That's right! You are now looking at a Maid of HONOR!!! That's me. :) VERY honored at the fact that I was given that role for ma beste estes wedding in April 2010! :)
It happened, Chris proposed to my awesomeness of a friend Jessicaaaaa! On 6th of December 2009! :)
I'm pretttty excited I get to be alongside Miss Jessicas very special time of life in prepping for her wedding! Very much a supa huge honor! :)
I notice mouths okay....and these guys both have supa hot mouths, so I am going to be babysitting some hot mouthed babies in a number of years time! Sweet gene mix guys, nice work! :)
Hot couple though huh! I'm a fan. Chris does get my Reet stamp of approval, and that would be a stamp hard to come by for claiming Jessica for life! I dont bust that stamp out for anybody! :) So nicely claimed Chris.
Exciting times to come - Congratulations Ngapawa! You are going to be one B U T full bride!!!!
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Monday, December 14, 2009
1 down 2 ta go... :)
So two days ago I finished my last assignment for the year! SUCH a good feeling! The minute I clicked 'Submit Application' online, I clicked on my Itunes, clicked on 'Shimmy' playlist and was convieniently (NEVER can spell that word) home alone so was free to shimmy all I wanted all round my house! SUCH a good feeling! All that hard work, hours upon hours on the laptop and flicking through books, remembering/learning how to (freeken) reference, searching readings and highlighting all those main points, paraphrasing, getting in the heads of theorists, sacrificing going to social events because an assignment is due (that REALLY rips my nightie), crying because the printer doesn't (freeken) work just as you're leaving for uni and it's due in less than a hour - followed by the ink running out... (oh ma giddy aunt)...but I have DONE it. Har lay lu YAHHHH!
Year 1 of my degree OVER, 2 more to go. These shnooks are what keep me going....
I'm excited for where this degree takes me....for years my huge passion is to get on board Mercy Ships, (the worlds largest free hospital ship) that tours Africa. I was meant to be going for 2months next year in 2010 and from that trip hope to learn whether I'm a longterm server, or if short term is all it will be for me in which case I would apply to be based working with children in hospital. Things have changed, new exciting things have come up..... so that lil plan is being postponed for abit! As much as that bums me out that I wont get to see the beautiful African babies next year and have my heart break/ache for them but also experience mufussa sized happiness from being surrounded by those lil shnookies next year, I know it will happen - just not yet.
What those exciting changes are is a whole nother post....Will get onto that soon. :) Arn't all these bubbaz just so beautiful - heck they bring me SUCH joy!
Friday, November 27, 2009
TOP video clip
So this is quite a basic video clip, simple, black and white...but I'm SUCH a fan.
Def helps I'm a whole lotta keen on the song too, makes ya 'bob' ya head in a to the front but slightly to the side kinda motion.... you'll see. ;)
Enjoy the coolness of this clip and good ol' Eric!
Def helps I'm a whole lotta keen on the song too, makes ya 'bob' ya head in a to the front but slightly to the side kinda motion.... you'll see. ;)
Enjoy the coolness of this clip and good ol' Eric!
Monday, November 9, 2009
Free..Joy..Health..Shimmmyyy
I like the words'n feelings these pictures I found represent - to me anyway.. :)
Oh yea! Makes me wanna go out and get ma shimmy on!
A wise man by the name of Nelly once said "Pop something, move something, SHAKE YA TAILFEATHER" :)
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Friday, October 23, 2009
You're the Voice
An awesome song from 1986, John Farnham.
This is him singing it at a Coldplay concert in Aussie recently.
Love.This.Song. Put those lyrics to use, in acTION! :)
Cuts out for about 10seconds in the middle, but listen to the end, Coldplay joins in. :)
We have the chance to turn the pages over,
We can write what we wanna write,
We gotta make ends meet, before we get much older.
We're all someones daughter, we're all someones son.
How longggggg can we look at each other...
Down the barrel of a gun?!
You're the voice, try and understand it,
Make a noise and make it clear,
Wohhh a wohhh a wohhh ohhh x2
We're not gonna sit in silence, we're not gonna live with fear.
Wohhh a wohhh a wohhh ohhh x2
This time, you know we all can stand togetherrrrrr,
We have the power to be powerful;
Believin we can make it better...
We're all someones daughter, we're all someones son,
HOW LONGGGGG can we look at each otherrrrrrrr,
Down the barrell of a guuuuuuuun?
You're the voice, try and understand it,
Make a NOISE and make it CLEARRRRR,
Wohhh a wohhh a wohhh ohhh x2
We're not gonna sit in silence, we not gonna live with fear,
Wohhh a wohhh a wohhh ohhh x2 (repeat chorus x a jillion)
*P.S ''You're the voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' USE it! :)
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Hosanna
Heal my heart and make it clean;
OPEN UP MY EYES TO THE THINGS UNSEEN,
Show me how to love like you, have loved me...
BREAK MY HEART WITH WHAT BREAKS YOURS;
Everything I am, in your kingdoms cause;
As I walk from earth into, Eternity.
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Monday, October 12, 2009
Aisling Symes 1 - Samoa 119
Today, an horrific day, where just under two hours ago, lil 2year old girl Aisling Symes was found in a Septic Tank 200m where she went missing one week ago, dead, unsure of how long she was in there, or how she got there. The area is now cornered off as a crime scene while investigations are carried out. I cannot even BEGIN to imagine the gut-wrenching agony and pain the parents are going through - the guilt of the mother from turning her back for a matter of seconds when Aisling walked away from their property in Henderson. A strong christian couple that attend a local Baptist church in Henderson.....least baby Aisling is with her Jesus in heaven now. Prayers go out to the mum and dad.....again, cannot even comprehend the pain they will be experiencing. Ohh...I just ....I just actually cant imagine it....
That is one life lost.....
I was reminded by someone though....shortly after the news came out about Aisling...that this is 'just' one life. And yet this stirred up a wholeeeeeeeee lot more media and attention and compassion from people, than the 119 - sorry incase you missed that ONE HUNDRED AND NINETEEN lives that were lost about a fortnight ago in Samoa from the Tsunami....pictured above is the burial of 7 family members. Several people burying SEVEN of their family members....thats 7 Aislings....A mum, 2 sisters, a brother, grandad, aunty and cousin! Can you IMAGINE!!!!! The man I heard on the radio...ELEVEN family members....he has NO-ONE left....ALL ELEVEN of his family members, WIPED out...
So many kiwis directly connected to Samoa with their families there, so many lives the past fortnight affected from family members over in Samoa either dead, missing, seriously injured, homeless.....
Sure we are sending lots of aid....sheets, blankets, food, money. Real awesome stuff and support we are doing.... but....
I dunno...just processing my own thoughts here.....I'm actually gut-wrenched about lil bubba Aisling...I work with children her age every day and love every one of them soo sooo soo much, would do anything for them and if anything DID happen to them, I would be a write off, buckling at the knees with overwhelmed emotion...seriously. They all mean the world to me...... so the fact they found a lil shnook their age in a septic tank....guts me to the core...oh....completely.... :'(
It just guts me 'abit' to see the hardcore-ness (I'm allowed that as a word) that this one life gets (and totally worthy of it, not underestimating it at all) but 118 MORE lives were lost, including a WHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE heap of lil ones her age less than two weeks ago, and that just didnt get the same response/attention/compassion/sympathy...... just hacks me a lil....suprises...not sure what....
Still processing....
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Thursday, October 8, 2009
Addicted...
Addiction - defined as:
1. The state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming.
2. The condition of being habitually or compulsively occupied with or or involved in something.
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Monday, October 5, 2009
Thats Amore...
The more videos I watch on Youtube about it....
The more stories I hear from people via email who have served on it....
The more I read from the book about it, written by founder Don Stephens...
The more I talk about it to family and friends...
The more I think about it...
The more I pray about it...
The more I just cant WAIT to get on board...
MERCY SHIPS.
http://mercyships.org.nz/
Togo, Africa, 2010?
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